I've been going back and forth for months on whether I should leave for New York, or stay in Orange County and go to Long Beach. am I happy where i am? no. i'm content. i'm staying around for what's comfortable. New York on the other hand is 3,000 miles away from everything i know, yet everytime i go there i've never been happier. the people. the atmosphere. everything about it screams home to me. so what's it gonna be. stay where it will always be just fine. or pick up and move my entire life half way across the country. decisions. decisions.